messy night

karaoke + pineapple juice + sneaking a flask of vodka into the pub = alot of fun, but the sorest throat. i had no voice at the start of the night, sounded so bad, but fucking best fun ever.

town hall hotel is the place to be!

amazing

oh my

it is beyond cold today. i predict it is about 5 degrees. its killing me. i had a boiling hot shower, and im still frozen. and to think, im going to the snow soon, and it'll be about -5 degrees, FUCK. it will be fun tho. very fun.

last night

P!NK was absolutely amazing. she gets better every time i see her. i was on the barrier near the end of the runway and she was reaching out and touching everyone and she touched my hand. ahhhhhhh i love her!

altho my feet, back and legs are KILLING me, it was the best night ever! i got a sweet shirt too! :D

so i had a number of strange dreams last night

it all started when i was in bed waiting for Cay to come over, she finally arrives but she has some strange man with her, she states that he is her boyfriend, i greet him and he walks into the kitchen. me and Cay are chatting for a while, then she goes to look for her (nameless) boyfriend, im laying in bed in my underwear, when all of a sudden Cay's boyfriend (still nameless) jumps on top of me, i begin to scream RAPE RAPE, but its like nobody can even hear me, he is hurting me, and touching me, and i cldnt take it, so i yelled so loud that i woke up in real life. i fall back asleep, and begin dreaming again, im balling my eyes out in a corner and i can see my parents talking to a boy in the distance, i realise that its my boyfriend (Dean Geyer, aus idol babe), and they are telling him yo stay away from me, i run over to him and cling to him and he just keeps saying its okay its okay, my parents start screaming at me, telling me he is too old and i must tell him to go away, i yell at them to leave me alone, saying that he is only 26 and that we are in love. my dream then skips a few days, me and Dean are cuddling on the lounge in my house, when my older sister (?) walks in and starts yelling at me to clean my room, but i ignore her and me and Dean go back to cuddling and start kissing (i really felt like i was kissing someone, it felt so nice!) all of a sudden everything is gone, im in a white room, its not even a room, its just space and im standing there...then i see Cay walking towards me, and i remmeber its her birthday! so i run and hug her then i grab my bag and run into a shop (not sure where Cay went, lol) but the shop is full of cake things, like those little pictures you put on cakes that are edible, and cake mix and stuff, i ask the lady for a stuart little cake, and she gets one out for me and we start making it. we finish the cake, but realise its just one cupcake, so i pay her and run out of the store. i find cay and give her the stuart little cupcake i made her then she runs off somewhere again. all of a sudden im in a sandwhich shop and im really hungry, so i aske for a cheese, chocolate and carrot sandwhich (ew i know, but in my dream it sounded good, haha) the lady starts making it and i watch her, she is really taking a long time, so i play on my phone for a bit, altho i realise its my old nokia phone, not my hiptop :( so i just put it down and wait, then some crazy guy runs up to me screaming words i dont even understand, then i look around and my phones gone, i start crying and fall onto the ground, the lady begins yelling at me that she cant make my sandwhich cause the chocolate machine doesnt work (chocolate came in machines? hmm) so i just take the half made sandwhich and eat it.

then i wake up for real again, and i decide to stay away cause those dreams were fucked up, and im real hungry, hahahaha.